Hello beautiful soul family, thank you for tuning in
Haven’t been updating and sharing for awhile because the past 8 months since I came to Asia have been so transformative, in quantum light year speed.. All the spiritual downloads, kundalini awakening experiences, profound realizations… My physical body couldn’t catch up on the ascension, so 2023 has been a major year of integration. I’ve been following signs from the Universe, and allowing myself to flow through. 8 months in Asia “accidentally”, and heading into Universal Year 8 - auspicious infinite abundance that comes from the alchemical eternal cycle of learning, destructing, and recreating - the Ouroboros in full effect.
After a long integration period, I can now finally put things into human words. Building on and referring back to my previous newsletter entries - my realizations on the Flow in the Prosperity River, and the Do You Know The Pattern of Your Life? I was going through my last bit of Nodal Return during a family trip to Japan in October while a New Moon Eclipse was happening, it was the last eclipse within that axis, and I knew there would be a Grand Finale of insight or event. For the past 2 years of Nodal Return, I've been honing into rewiring my nervous system and de-conditioning limiting beliefs, resulting in seeing a new light in the energy pattern of Giving and Receiving, and expanding my prosperity power.
Fast forward to Japan, with this understanding going into a family trip during the final eclipse, (when I look at the calendar and the date of when we will be on Fuji, I already knew I’d be waiting for whatever it brings, Universe. Always. Delivers. So is the supernatural Fuji San.) It was really eye-opening, seeing with such clarity how my maternal side of the family carries deep ancestral trauma particularly with scarcity. I thought scarcity only exists in the poverty mindset, and I was busy rewiring myself to expand on abundance power, only then to realize, through this trip of what I first hand witnessed, that it’s not true at all - scarcity could exist in all realms, even if you are wealthy in numbers. With this final eclipse, I really truly feel and know within my atoms that -
I am the first Karmic Family Code Breaker of this lifetime. I am here to see through the matrix and the patterns, and I know I have the power to re-code, to break, to recreate the new paradigm.
One of the most profound feelings I realized from this nodal return / final eclipse / life changing year is that - wealth/prosperity is a container that we can build with risk of taking the steps. However many steps I am willing to take, with boldness, with personal power, and to walk the path through my heart space and alignment, the container builds and expands itself. We will not fall, “Leap and the net will be there”, as my sister Christel said. I feel this with every cell in my body.
It doesn’t matter what I do, as long as it’s through the highest Love, through the highest Grace, and when the actions are aligned with my innermost heart frequency, each step I take in this divine act of co-creation becomes the container that builds itself, in real time with the Consciousness.
Recently I listened to a podcast, Edward Robert Grant graciously said something I resonate deeply with, “Transcending beyond duality is no longer choosing - Choosing Love instead of choosing one or the other, allows you to transcend time. That allowance of transcendence of time means you understand that everything is retrocausal. We all conceptualize the notion that the past and the present somehow relate in mathematical equations to a future state. But we don’t often recognize that, the future is equaling entanglement to the past, as the past is to the future.”
Seeing the women in my maternal bloodline with their deeply conditioned ancestral trauma and oppression, I fully bodily spiritually felt that - ancestral waves encoded through the aeons of time determined by the actions and emotions of all, and determine the action and emotions of mine, and every action of the Universe.
This reckoning is the key to open a new door, breaking the code. And by breaking the code, I choose to leap and co-create every step with Love, and with Consciousness, in the eternal alchemizing Ouroboros motion.
On the new year day, I went up to my backyard (which is the mountain behind the place I live in HK called the Butterfly Mountain) and talked to a tree. I placed my palms onto its body and received whatever message or visual it was going to show me. First, it showed me a backward movement. I felt dizzy and vertigo, spinning in an anti-clockwise motion. Then it was showing me a black and white cells odyssey - cells morphing, separating, forming, transforming, fertilizing and birthing new cells, then separating again. A bright red light appeared in the middle of the Cells Odyssey, and the voice said, “Leap”, with a divine sense of determination and encouragement.
Timelessness is the word for the tree’s message - Leaping with BDE (Big Dragon Energy), with inner strength and inner knowingness. Co-creating with Love, transcending time and linear programming, trusting in the Universe and one’s own heart. This vibration and energy feeds back into the Consciousness, a live breathing organism, learning, expanding and adjusting eternally, co-creating with what we are creating.
If you are reading up to here, I thank you for being here and I appreciate your presence
May all the infinite abundance, peace, and harmony flows to you and within you
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